Okay, So Tiffanys not brand new... But she's my baby <3 It has been a little bit since we started dating.
But I haven't been happier with a girl, ever.
Feelings that haven't been felt before, All so sudden.
I'm just trying to be humble and calm when really I am happy and just on the verge of smiling and overloading with excitement.
I do have to thank the two ex's I have, if not for them I wouldn't know exactly what I wanted or did not want in a girl.
Thus far Tiffany has been all that I've ever wanted in a girl, She isn't shy, she isn't afraid to speak her mind and the truth, she's unbelievably beautiful... Just overall very very satisfied.
We believe the same, but not so much the same that we're exactly alike.
We think the same, but not so much that we're bored of each other.
When we were leaving Youth Group tonight and I dropped her off at her house it made Me sad and it felt like I was letting the better part of Me go. It's been a very happy past 5 weeks for Me, :)

I was at BDubs the other day, With some of my College buddies. Was weird talking to them, Hearing about their College adventures how they want to go back. Got Me thinking seriously thinking about College. Not whether I should go or not, More like where should I go and what should I major in. Not to mention, HOW AM I GOING TO PAY FOR IT!?!?. It's expensive but I know there are long run benefits that if I work hard can be alot. It's intimidating to think about, but I don't fear the challenge. I embrace the challenge. I look forward to being able to meet new people and learn new things. But it all costs so darn much =\ my buddy Marty was telling Me the other day that if You join the national guard they pay for a major part of Your tuition costs and your most likely not going to see action at war. But thats just MOST likely, it's not easy to make a commitment like that, especially if it may take your life. Anyways, thats just whats been on my mind. See ya

Hey there

I've managed to expel/delete all the drama in my life(haha, or it's also taking Winter Break off).
But for the time being, My life isn't lonely... nor is it drama filled. So I'm cherishing this time!
Winter Break has been pretty good to Me, I've had to say goodbye to a portion of my life but I only believe its for the time being. It's allowed Me to freely re-open a door that I had previously closed and remember who I was. My old Youth Pastor once told Me that You have to work on Your horizontal relationships(friends, family, people) to have a healthy vertical relationship(with God). So for the rest of the year and a little after that I'm going to be trying to work on my horizontal relationships while keeping my vertical relationship in tact. Yeah it'll be hard and I may have to leave people behind or maybe not, I am hoping not. But it's nice to know that after all is said and done that I'll be moving forward and not staying in the same place like most of my peers, atleast that is the goal!

In other news, I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled on NEW YEARS eve... Suppose it's safe to say I'll be ringing in the new year feeling really good. Lol or passed out, either way is fine with Me. Certainly won't be out partying like the rest, but that is okay. Hope everybody had a nice Christmas Eve & Christmas and got all they needed/wanted. I got some nice items, Am satisfied. Certainly Happy New Years to anybody that bothers to read this! I appreciate feedback(most of the time).

Heres a song that goes with the message, Sorta. This message has to do with more than just one, seems that the person that wrote this song has a certain person in mind. I don't particularly have just one person in mind.

"I Killed The Prom Queen - Say Goodbye"


COME ON!


Storm clouds hanging over head
Offer not the slightest bit of comfort
For the first time in days
I wait to discover
Disasters that I've slept through
While I felt so alive

So we say goodbye
So we say goodbye
Heartstrings severed just as quick
As they were discovered
So we say goodbye
So we say goodbye
I'll break my own fall, to keep you, picture perfect
Just don't wake me up now

Say goodbye
Close your eyes for the last time
(Say goodbye and close your eyes)
Questioning everything that went wrong
(Questioning everything that went wrong)

The silence she whispers to me
Telling me things we dare to speak out loud
The collaboration of the blinding sun
Through vacant streets hits home hard
Like a hatchet to the skull
I'd keep you here if you kept me warm
And these winters away
Your hands were the only hands needed to hold me
For the first time in days
I feel alive

In the end we'll both rot together
In the end we rot together,
Our love lies in embers.
In the end we'll both rot together
In the end we'll rot together,
Our love lies in embers.


Say goodbye
Close your eyes for the last time
(Say goodbye and close your eyes)
Questioning everything that went wrong
(Questioning everything that went wrong)

Peering out of those same cracked windows
That I studied for days upon days
Suddenly collapse
It all falls down
It all falls down.

Say goodbye
Close your eyes for the last time
(Say goodbye and close your eyes)
Questioning everything that went wrong
(Question everything that went wrong)

So say goodbye,
So close your eyes.
So say goodbye,
Say goodbye and close your eyes.
So say goodbye,
so close your eyes,
say goodbye and close your eyes,
close your eyes

Tonight

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyMx_9lSD8g&feature=related <-- Music Video for the song, enjoy!